Thursday, September 20, 2012

It's OK.



Depression: 4
Anxiety: 6

The session:

I'm linking up with It's OK for the third week in a row! How's that for consistent? :)


Its Ok Thursdays

... that I'm busy at home and busy at work. Mostly busy is just how I like it. I hate getting bored.

... to put on my mommy pants and call out inappropriate gossiping during a work meeting for what it was. I was nice, polite, and hated what I was hearing, so I stopped it, but I still hate conflict and it's left me with anxiety that now everyone hates me. Does that give anyone else anxiety?

... to buy a 1.9 pound bag of Swedish Fish. It's NOT ok to eat the entire bag in one sitting so I did not do that.

... to wish I could put an owl on my nametag, business cards, and nameplate. It's weirdly become my "thing" at work so I feel like it should officially be granted privileges :)

... that I'm completely motivated to write my own papers, conference proposals, and presentations, but when it comes to working on a topic I'm not interested in, I procrastinate.

... to already be picking my proposal topics for the upcoming year because I'm a nerd like that.

... to wish I had a recliner, my laptop, and pjs at work. I'd be much more productive.

... to use link ups as a way to enforce blogging consistently.

... to wear my sunglasses over my regular glasses while driving but take them off as soon as I get out of the car because while I am that nerdy, I don't people to actually see me looking like it!

... that despite being loads better in the depression and anxiety areas, to some days just feel not good and wish FMLA covered random "mental health" days off. Maybe I should suggest that to my psych.

... to focus on the bright spot: hubs is taking me to the Melting Pot tonight! Yaaaaaaaaay!

2 comments:

  1. I hate conflict and will go over the million ways that a conversation could turn sour in my head leading up to it.
    "It's NOT ok to eat the entire bag in one sitting so I did not do that."
    Um.... I guess I have no self control on this matter...
    I have always wanted to go to the Melting Pot, I have have heard wonderful things.
    I like "Its okay Thursdays".

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  2. i love sweedish fish! and yummmmm melting pot! that is such a fun date place! have fun! :)

    stopping by from the link up!

    happy thursday!

    xoxo, sarah grace

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